Feeling this Way Revised

 Where do I begin, what do I say

It gets pretty confusing, when you’re feeling this way

I feel miserable and stressed out,

I want to break out.

I need to feel free, but it’s hard feeling this way

I don’t know whether to cry or fake a smile

I could make it worth all my while.

Voices inside my head tell me everything will be alright

However I know in my heart it won’t be.

I know I am strong, and I don’t like to feel wrong

I just don’t feel like I belong.

I feel like a stranger in my body.

I don’t know who I am anymore or

The person I have become.

I don’t like change and everything around

Be seems to be changing.

There’s nothing I can do or say

I all know is that it’s just so hard feeling this way.

I Love You Revised

You make me smile with just your eyes.

I cannot even begin to describe.

You are my dream come true.

No one brightens my day better than you.

When you kiss me, my knees go weak 

And feel like I can’t breathe.

No one has ever made me feel this way.

You keep me safe and protected.

Nothing is better than your affection.

I need you to hold me, and show me you care.

Losing you is something I cannot bare.

I knew one day my dream would come true.

I wished upon star for someone like you

Not thinking I would find you.

You make me happy and that’s all that matters.

So I tell you now, from the bottom of

 My heart it’s true I Love You.

A Lesson Learned Revised

I’m lost and confused.

I feel torn and worn out.

I always pay a price for falling in love.

It’s been a lesson learned.

I want to be with you

But it’s obvious you don’t.

I try again and again to talk to you,

But you ignore me.

It’s been a lesson learned

You may not mean to do it, but you do,

You did, and you’ve done it.

You make promises, that you cannot keep,

And it makes me want to weep.

It’s been a lesson learned.

Your kisses were so sweet,

And they made me weak in the knees.

I followed in all your lies and replies.

Anytime I asked all I got was denies.

You complimented me like crazy,

Then you got lazy and just left me hanging.

I don’t understand what went wrong

Or why you decided to change.

We were so in love and then

We grew apart but I guess

 That’s what happens and

All I have to say it that it was

A lesson well learned.

Emotions Revised

Angry sadness regret fear

Guilt resentment envy shame

These are just a few emotions I feel each day

My emotions run deep

Sometimes they are hard to keep.

They can make you happy.

They can make you weep.

This is what happens when emotions run wild

Sometimes I feel as if my heart is being

Ripped out of my chest.

They are driving me mad.

I don’t know how to feel anymore.

Emotions can be confusing

And sometimes amusing.

They can take over you

Like an unknown force.

They can build you up or bring you down.

It’s all up to you, to turn them around.

They is what happens,

When emotions run deep.

You Left (Revised)

You left when I was six

For some selfish bitch

You were never much of a father cause

You left so quick.

That wasn’t right

You left behind

Three kids and

A beautiful wife

What a bastard you must be

To what us scream

For you not to leave

It’s sad to say that I wish you were dead

But I know deep down inside my broken heart

I hope one day you will come running back.

But guess what Dad I won’t be there waiting.

I’m done with you all the pain you put us through.

Emotions

Emotion run deep

Sometimes they are hard to keep.

They can make you happy.

They can make you weep.

This is what happens when emotions run deep

They can take over you,

Like an unknown force.

Feelings that you feel can be real.

It’s the fact to know, what you truly do feel.

Emotions can be confusing or amusing.

They can build you up or bring you down.

It’s all up to you, to turn them around.

They is what happens,

A Lesson Learned

I’m lost and confused.

I feel torn and worn out.

I always pay a price for falling in love.

It’s been a lesson learned.

I want to be with you

But it’s obvious you don’t.

I try again and again to talk to you,

But you ignore me.

It’s been a lesson learned

You may not mean to do it, but you do,

You did, and you’ve done it.

You make promises, that you cannot keep,

And it makes me want to weep.

It’s been a lesson learned.

Your kisses were so sweet,

And they made me weak.

I followed in all your lies and replies.

Anytime I asked all I got was denies.

You complimented me like crazy,

Then you got lazy.

All I have to say it that it was

A lesson well learned.

I Love You

You make me smile with just your eyes.

I cannot even begin to describe.

You are my dream come true.

No one brightens my day better than you.

When you kiss me, you take my breath away.

No one has ever made me feel this way.

You keep me safe and protected.

Nothing is better than your affection.

I need you to hold me, and show me you care.

Lose you is something I cannot bare.

I knew one day my dream would come true.

I wished on a star for someone like you.

You make me happy and that’s all that matters.

So I tell you now, from the bottom of

 My heart it’s true.

I Love You

You Left

You left when I was six

For some selfish bitch

You were never much of a father cause

You left so quick.

That wasn’t right

You left behind

Three kids and

A beautiful wife

What a bastard you must be

To what us scream

For you not to leave

It’s sad to say that I wish you were dead

But I know deep down inside my broken heart

I hope one day you will come running back.

Feeling this Way

 Where do I begin, what do I say

It gets pretty confusing, when your feeling this way

I feel miserable and stressed out,

I want to break out.

I need to feel free, it’s hard feeling this way

I don’t know wether to cry or fake a smile

I could make it worth all my while.

Voices inside my head tell me everything will be alright

Sometimes it’s hard to put up a fight

I know I am strong, and I don’t like to feel wrong

I just don’t feel like I belong

It’s just so hard feeling this way

The Phantom

I see a shadow at my door,

I wonder who you are.

I close my eyes,

Then I realize

Could you be a figure of my

Imagination?

I see you here beside,

Then I don’t

A phantom is what you are to me.

You appear,

Then vanish.

A vision of you is in my mind

You come so close, but yet you

Are trailing far behind

You confuse me and use me.

It seems like a strange game.

It’s very clear to me what you are,

The Phantom…………….